I still wish to see you again before my departure, very much eagerly. However, given a second thought, I should not. Rather we should not, if I did not mistake that we do share mutual feelings.
I do not know what has gone wrong here ever since, but I will not be able to resist any temptation that might be sprung up over our exchange, not anymore.
Please excuse my direct and sincere message if it upsets you.
I will leave this city in the next 2 weeks.
I shall always be looking forward to seeing you again when the right time comes for us.
Suggested soundtrack: Prélude n°4 in E Minor, Opus 28 : Largo by Fédéric Chopin